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Posted by Warrickneff - February 15th, 2008


I fucking hate typing an enormous blog and then having the browser crash. In fact, I'm extremely disappointed, considering I'm on a Mac. I thought they had some sort of reputation for stability.

There was some commercial that particularly comes to mind when I think of that situation. OH YEAH. YOU CLAIM IT DOESN'T HAPPEN. >:(
That being said, I do enjoy my Mac, or at least did until Leopard. Don't "upgrade". Even the patch releases that have been rushed out suck major ass and don't fix the problems they claim to.

Previous Post Stuff:
Thanks to all that suggested music. I'm still open to suggestions, so comment if you think your music is better than mine.
I'm still doing 10 sit-ups per post... Pictures have become rare. All you need to know is that I'm getting beefy.

Now, onto some new stuff.

- Valentine's day is over. I'm not sure how secret it was supposed to be, but Brittany agreed to be my e-Valentine. Probably out of pity, but at least I had one. I was gonna ask someone I know, but I feel like that opportunity has passed me by. In fact, I tried for about 6 hours to fold an origami rose and to make a sweet homemade card, but it never turned out how I liked and I just gave up on trying to show her my affection.

- Related to above...I went on a date, but I'm not sure if I'm really into the girl. It sounds shallow, but I could definitely sleep with her, but I'm not sure how serious a relationship I want. Who knows if that's what she's thinking too. Usually I'm balls to the walls when I meet a girl I like, and I fall for them in about 20 minutes. This didn't happen, but after talking it out with a couple friends, this slow style relationship might be what I need, considering how often I get hurt.

- I'm going to the Montreal Meet-Up over Easter! It sounds like I'll be there for the Friday/Saturday at least, but since I'm busing home I don't know if I'll stay the Saturday night. I'm pumped to go.

- I've been staying up at night lately. I don't know why, but all these crazy thoughts seem to come into my head around 3AM. I usually go to sleep, but I'm gonna start writing a couple of them down, because sometimes I think about them all day once I remember what they were. I should probably start writing down my nightmares too. I've been having way too many, and my parents have suggested that I go to a doctor and see if I have sleep problems. Lame. Anyone else have nightmares 4-5 times a week that can relate?

I was gonna do an homage to LastSpartan, and post a picture of me flexing, but I keep picturing myself sucking a proverbial dick by posting it and letting a 90% male populace judge it.


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I have nightmares almost everyday, I'm used to them. I've had them for years, since I was 11

I also have trouble sleeping at night. I am up every night until at least 4am, even though i usually have to get up at 7am. I've gotten to the point where I think its great if I get 4-5 hours of sleep.

As for nightmares, closest nightmares I have are of past relationships that failed. Except in the dream, its us together happy or in the dream I go through the breakup again. So they aren't nightmares per se, but nevertheless, they can hit you pretty hard when you wake up.

sleep problems are lame. Especially when self-inflicted like "it's only 3:35 i'm gonna wait till 4 to brush my teeth". That happens way too much.

relationships are gay. i'm tired of effort.

I used to have sleeping problems at first due to worrying about big exams comming up and needing to study, but i would just lay there. Later on It had gotten to the point where I normally go to bed around 2-3 am regardless if i have an upcomming test or not. Since I don't want to get on sleep medication, I've been drinking one beer or a glass of wine a night to help me relax. I usually don't remember my dreams, but i havn't woken up with a cold sweat for some time...

I think that might be be a big part of my problem. I'm usually up fairly late doing homework (1-2AM), so stress could play a huge part. On days where I have 100% downtime, I can get anywhere from 10-14 hours of sleep.

I don't know if drinking as a relax will help me... I'm more of a binge drinker, but it's something to think about.

Weird.

I like Leopard a lot. I've had pretty much no problems with it so far.